Monday, 25 May 2020

Jaane Kya

Jaane kya main likh jaoon ki mehfil ye samajh jaaye

Ki jaane kaun si hadd thi wo 

main kitna pyar karta tha...


Jaane kaun sa gham tha wo

Wo aankhein aur hi kehti thi

Ke pal bhar ko main bas jaoon un aankhon mein tarasta tha.


Wo jaise door falak par rakh nigahein ashk bharti thi 

Ki maano kaid ho sadiyon se 

ek lamhe ki khawahish uski


Ye maloom tha ki lamha hum na hain phir bhi meri ye khwahish thi

Ki khwahish uski poori ho mera lamha sadiyon kaid rahe.


Jaane kya main keh deta ke shayad wo theher jaati 

Pal bhar ko uski nazrein bhi meri nazron pe kabhi ruk paati..


Uth ke ja rahi thi jab kam se kam rok to paata

Woh khush kismat hain phir bhi 

jo aakhri baar milte hain.


Aur shayad kuch na kehta phir bas aankhon me use dikhlata 

Jo lamhe mere chheen liye the door falak ne shaamo ko.


Aur phir na paati jo wo meri nazrein apni nazron pe

Wo ashk bahati raaton ko mujhe kho ke apni shaamo mein.

Sunday, 31 August 2014

The Guy who's waiting to get that gal

Coz I cant let you go , theres no living widout u.
Cz it doesn’t look like d end of the story from where I see it.
Ofcourse we nvr said goodbye. There wasn’t that last tym wen I gt to see ur face.
cz I only smile so that u knw ur remembered.
Cz I dnt knw why ure so angry how u cud close dat door behind you.
That’s all I’m doing looking  distantly wondering where I went wrong
Cz blv me I cud still sing u a song nd ud b mine bt if u wud just listen.
Cz I knw I gotta call u I just haven’t figured out wat id say.
Cz we’ve fought on everything possible from blues to curls
And I just hope u knw we’d never ever fight again(either ways)
Cz I wanna tell u about that series I used to watch
That guy got that gal I just lost mine somewhere along the way,
Cz I wont accept ill nvr hear u saying my most ordinary name d way u do.
Cz ur name appears just as I start telling myself u wnt.
Cz u dnt knw hw much it hurt to lose you all at once in a moment.
Cz evytym I realize ive forgotten sumthing bout u its like losing u all over again; this time in parts.
Cz everyday it feels like it can’t go wrong for dis long nd today’s gonna be d day.
Cz everynight I still have that dream I cannot go on this way.
Cz the only solace was that somewhere sum1 actually knew
Do you remember how I said “I can’t live a stranger to you”
Cz you’ve called every1 on this goddamn earth telling them what a jerk I was
Cz I just wish u’d called me once
Cz wen u left I nvr thot that that was it
Cz since then ive told myself nd imagined a thousand ways we cud hv met.
But its not happening nd nw im seriously scared.
Cz they say that I’ll get over it and I smile and nod along
But then they dnt knw about the magic ;why I cant let it go.
Cz I cnt wake up one more tym knowing I wnt ever ever see u again.
Cz Ive got to meet you and tell you that uve got to come back again
Cz theres this song that I heard and it seems to be just about us
Cz u’ll say that its over but then I’m ready to start over all again
I’ll shake hands wid u and write on ur hand again if that’s what it takes
Cz I’ll tell u about that series I used to watch
About that guy who finally got that gal
Cz I can’t tell about myself until they knw bout you.
And I dnt knw how long it took for you to start saying ur name alone
Cz  they tell me bout all the reasons nd all the lies
And I say that theres truth in her beauty theres magic in her lies.
Cz I dnt knw when u forgot the name on ur drawer
Bt im standing alone in the crowd and nw we r acting like strangers.
Cz I’d give anything to knw if my name ever crosses your mind or is this all just in my head.
Cz everytym I let u win and I knew u’d disappear again
Bt then u were the most beautiful thing I’d ever had.
Cz u cud knw anything u wanted to just by seing my eyes
Cz I tried so hard to be that thing ur eyes were looking for.
Cz I’ve played that audio a thousand times and theres something in it that still makes me believe
That u are going to come back again and I should wait at the corner of the street.
Cz it still doesn’t seem like the end of the story from where I see it
Cz it didn’t rain there wasn’t that last kiss.
Cz there’s something missing inside me since the day u left.
I just don’t know how to be that thing u miss
Cz u still haven’t met that guy for that one last time

The one who’s waiting to get that gal.